then the night comes.....

Last night, I received a familiar visit form "Debbie Downer" or maybe I should call him "Danny Death" because he steals and kills my joy. Reality that is.... It still hurts to think about everything I have lost and how fucking hard it's going to be to top the amazing life I once had. (skip down to below to avoid a boring vent moment...)

What pisses me off even more, is that the one who let me down, still has no clue and thinks everything is somewhat cool and that it's okay to contact me and act like things are normal and we're friends again. Yeah right!!! I made it clear to him the other night that, I'm busy repairing my life. (This is after he sent me messages wandering if I was mad at him because I haven't responded to his "being nosey" texts for a few weeks. 

I tried to make it though today without any major upsets, but (when the night comes....I fail....

Any-who...below I posted a few pictures from today's visit to Lowes and a picture of a really sexy haircut I'm thinking about having done. Goodnight Love -cc

if only this was true....