I am tired and overwhelmed from everything that has been going on the past year and a half. I feel like giving up; I feel so drained with dealing with my treatment and now my job. It just keeps getting worse each day; everything is more down that up, even though I try to trick myself into thinking otherwise. The problems are still there. I miss my old life; this is not where I am supposed to be......
The next three days are filled with a packed schedule; the first three will hopefully keep me somewhat distracted from reality (except for the air-show on Saturday) it still saddens me to be around aviation. I love planes so much; I hope it turns out to be more enjoyable versus depressing for me. On Sunday, I will be attending early morning service at church and later that afternoon, there is an informational dinner for people who are interested in becoming members of their church home.
I hope to be in higher spirits this weekend, so that I can post more pictures and happy moments that will possibly happen. Take care love and have a great weekend. -cc
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