Lost as to what is the next step to take, which waY to turn, what to do, what am I doing? Where am I going?
And then to be confused as to what the f@&k was the point of taking the steps that got you further into this more f$&ked up state anyway.
Feeling quite defeated at the moment; this always happens when I try to fix my future. I have no idea what is going to happen to me. And this feeling is depressing and heavy on my heart and mind.
There are days that I will just stop and look up at the sky and enjoy the sight of the jets flying on final approach being sequenced in by some kick ass controller. I miss being kiss ass.
Feeling like wasted potential and talent. I was once so f@cking amazing.
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